Everyone says....

Everyone says that pregnancy will end. And very soon, BUT I can't help feel that this is a never ending thing. Yes I KNOW that parenthood is never ending and that is not what I am referring too; I am referring to pregnancy! People I run into keep asking when I'm due and when I say New Years they all respond with "Wow that's really soon". I don't know if the reason I feel this way is because I am still a little kid and Thanksgiving and Christmas are farther apart then they really are; or because I just don't know exactly whats going to happen.

I go to the doctors every 2 weeks and that means I'm almost done baking this gingerbread boy, but know I can't wait until they see me every week. I can not be pleased apparently.

On the upside I keep having dreams about this little guy. He is always very really. I often wake up, and start walking to his room to change a diaper. Weird, yet very exciting!!! My mom has been sending us boxes full of presents from the baby shower and every time I pick up one of the outfits or onsies I can't help but caught my breathe because I know that the little guy in side of my right now is going to wear this and it wont be empty any more.

How time flies!!!!

So I recently added a picture to the top of our blog. This picture is from August 2006! Goodness when Jordan and I speak of those days and weekends and memories it feels like it was only a month or two ago. I can hardly believe how much ha happened and how much we've changed! Last night after I washed my face for bed I realized that I look older. Not in a bad way that many women dread, but in the "I know more and have been through so much" kind of way. Looking at pictures of my times at SHS and Jordan on his mission I can't believe I feel in love with someone who looked SO young, but then again we were very young. Side note: On January 3rd I turn 21. Being LDS this really means nothing and that's ok, but the really neat thing is that I will be the age Jordan was when I married him.

We get so used to seeing the same person everyday that one day you wake up and realize that they've changed and you've changed, but you love them more then the day you met. I love you Junee Bee!!!!

This was taken on the 2nd date. We went to a Redhawks game with Jordans family. What great memories!!!