I LOVE this

I LOVE this!!!!! Yes the face he is making, but above all motherhood. I spend my days with my 2 week old son staring at his sweet angelic face as he sleeps, and as he eats.

I never thought how quickly I would be able to understand this little man that is so new to my life. I know what he wants as soon as I hear his cry reach my ear. I love him so much! I remember sitting in a literature class 2 years ago studying poetry of the heart, a poem about parenthood was the topic for the day, only one student in the class was a parent and he talked of a love deeper then any he had ever had for another human being. Yes he's madly in love with his wife, but considering that this little human being was a small part of his wife only made him love his little girl more. I now understand what he meant.

At the time I thought he was crazy! How could I ever love someone deeper then I love Jordan? It's a deeper, different kind of love, a love that isn't worked for. I didn't have to work at loving Trae or even caring for him it just came. Jordan on the other hand I fell in love with. I know I sound insane, but I am SO blessed to have these two amazing men in my life. I LOVE this!