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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The most AMAZING things aka everything Trae does

  • He loves to lay next to me in bed in the mornings (almost the only option because ti takes ages now to get out of bed)
  • If he sees me in the bath he has to get in with me
  • Fake throws up (he puts food in his mouth, coughs and runs and spits it in the toilet then flushes. Yeah really sad, but cute)
  • LOVES playing outside by himself
  • Is daddys little helper/problem maker
  • They way he forces me to eat things by putting food in my mouth (this also happens when I fall asleep and should be watching him)
This little guy is such a sweetie!!!! I have to constantly remind myself that i am sick with his baby brother or sister. I sweet child is growing inside me and not some incurable infection.
I love this child
I love this child
I love this child

I cry everyday to Jordan about how I'm not strong enough, why wont the medicine work, you don't understand, oh my heavens I am going to die and take you down with me, etc. and the poor guy just keeps bringing my Gatorade and  hopes I keep some of it down. We're praying that @ mondays DR. appointment I get some serious meds that seriously work. I can't stop being a mother, but I just can't do it right now. I think all TC ate for 2 days was Chex cereal the poor guy. He freaked when J made him eggs for breakfast this morning. Sorry for griping, but there is nothing I hate more then being nauseous and pukey.

Dear Heavenly Father,
I would SOOOO rather have heartburn for 9 months then be sick right now. But you probably already know that I have a pill for heartburn and that isn't learning patience, but honestly isn't waiting 10 months for the baby patience enough?



xo,
kellee

p.s. my mom rocks because everyday I call her & she says "this wont last forever" (in the perfect soft reassuring voice mothers have). Then I bawl & she tells me how many more days I will probably be sick & says "see that's not too far". Angel!!!

4 comments:

Kristin said...

Girl...you call me ANYTIME and I will come get Trae! You can have the day off!!! Not off from being sick...but it will give you time to actually get a nap!!!!!! I would love to do that for you! My girls would love it too! Hope you feel better soon! It's the pitts I know! Hang in there!

The Chambers said...

I wish I could just snap my fingers and click my heels together to make your sickness go away. It it but a moment and so worth it! I think! :-) I'll find out in December. I can't wait to come visit you later. I'll message you.

The Mrs. said...

Ugh. I'm right there with you sister. I cried to hubby today too. Lots of tears.

With every puke, with every bit of nausea, it is making a beautiful, BEAUTIFUL little baby.

Jamee
xoxo

Bailey said...

I'm sorry Kel! What medication did they have you on in Rexburg? Didn't that one work? Interesting thought: Mom always said "you can't vomit eggs" but (at least for me)when sick to your stomach that last thing you want to smell cooking would be eggs. Am I right or what?! ;) This too shall pass love.